7/19/2005 03:52:00 AM|W|P|hbjock|W|P|
Ka nalu nui, e kū ka nalu mai Kona,
E ka malo, e ka māhiehie,
Koana ulu loa a lele ku‘u malo,
O kahaki ka malo, o Hoaka ka malo,
Kai malo o Ke Ali‘i.
E kū e hume a pa‘a i ka malo,
A lele a ‘au, a oma a ili, a pae ‘o Naihe i ka nalu,
Ho‘ē‘e‘e ka nalu mai Kahiki,
He nalu uakea, he nalu ho‘ohua,
Haki ‘ōpu‘u ka nalu, haki kuapā,
‘Ea mai ka makakai he‘e nalu,
Kai he‘e kā kākalu o ka moku…
The great wave, arise oh great wave of Kona,
The loincloth, the handsome chief,
The great strong wave, and my malo goes flying,
Waves in parade, foam-crested waves of the loin-covered seas,
Embracing the malo of the chief.
Stand and tie the loincloth tightly,
Then leap and swim, striking the water until landing, and thus Naihe beaches from the wave
Mount the wave from Kahiki,
A misty white wave, a swelling wave,
Waves breaking in huge swells, crashing upon the shore,
The spray of the surf rises,
The rough surf surrounds the island…
© 2000 Hawaiian Historical Society
Hey everybody, well here are some pics from my day at the beach the other day. We actually got started out late on account of my friend D going to church beforehand, what a good girl she is...=) Oh, by the way, “Ka Nalu Nui” is a chant that was composed for a great surfer named Naihe who lived during the 1700s. Of course this is just the very first part of it… the entire chant is 100s of lines long!
Anyway, we went out to meet the guy she's kinda hanging out with these days, and let me tell you, he is a hottie! Hehhe wish I had some pics of him, but... well, it wouldn't be fair to post pics of him. He could find them and get mad at me, so I couldn't have that =). And the best thing? He made us lunch... awwww how sweet right?
So after hanging out for a while, D and I went up to the North Shore to find this guy who apparently makes the best pickled mango on the island... and it's fresh, so who can beat that right? We finally found him up towards Haleiwa, and let me tell you, it was delicious! He was telling us that there were turtles out in the bay that afternoon... so my camera happy self had to go snap a few pics! Is that cool or what??
I also had to take some pics of the mountain range near by... it's not often that I get to go up to that side of the island and the view is incredible. The flat area at the top is the top of Mt. Ka'ala, the highest point on the island of O'ahu.
And this area to the end of the range is called Unulau which is famed in many O'ahu chants and dances. At the end of the cliff area is a stretch of land called Ka'ena which is the western most point on the island, and also said to be a "leaping point" to the spirit world.. that according to tradition, when a person dies, their spirit goes to one of these points and leaps into the next world. IF the person was good to others in life, then his family guardian will be there to greet him and take him to be reunited with his family that have passed before him.... but, if he was nasty and evil, then he would leap and fall into Muku, the underworld for all eternity!
Now you know I HAD to take some pics of hot guys.. but I didn't want to be discovered hehehe.. so you'll have to click on the pics to get a better view ;)
A
nyway, after hitting the north shore, D and I went back down to the south shore to meet up with her man and we hit an area called Kalaeloa... not much surf out there, but then again, there isn't much surf around anywhere on the island this week. Hey, even the surf capital of the world has to have some slow days right? Oh and as you can tell, by the time we got to the beach, the sun was going down, so unforutnately, the shots of the hot surf boys didn't come out too great. Oh and yeah, that's the infamous Diamond Head (traditionally known as Leahi) and Waikīkī in the distance... The surf was pretty good for boogey boarding and body boarding, so it wasn't a total loss!
Afterwards, we ended up going to watch a neighborhood football game for a while... you know, it's just funny to watch straight guys to call each other "fag" and "queer" for whatever reason and then to watch the same guys fumble and throw incompleted passes time in and time out... ahhh don't you love how things always come back to bite ya in the ass? =)
So that was basically my day at the beach... I did cut my foot a little bit on the reef though, but it's ok.. not a deep wound. I'll probably be back in the water tomorrow heheh..
|W|P|112178129999190076|W|P|Beach Bound!|W|P|bfljock79@gmail.com7/19/2005 05:26:00 AM|W|P| purpletwinkie|W|P|Nice day. Nice pics :)7/19/2005 05:33:00 AM|W|P| Jef|W|P|Gee, I feel like I was there.7/19/2005 06:28:00 AM|W|P| Spencer|W|P|ok I hate you now! :)7/19/2005 09:36:00 AM|W|P| Steve|W|P|Outstanding pics... makes me wanna drop by.7/19/2005 10:40:00 AM|W|P| BRETTCAJUN|W|P|HOW BEAUTIFUL!!!!! I need to come to Hawaii one day!7/19/2005 06:38:00 PM|W|P| wehoroy|W|P|Hey there...I found ya through Micah's site, and I just wanted to say that those pics are amazing... Not the ones of the hot guys (those are good too, though)... I am going to link your site up to mine..I like you stuff...
www.xanga.com/wehoroy
Roy7/19/2005 07:02:00 PM|W|P| |W|P|Those pictures are awesome. I'm going to a complete different island in a year...Iceland. I can't wait. Contrasts between these two islands will be amazing. Hope all is well. ;) ~Shane7/19/2005 07:29:00 PM|W|P| .|W|P|Very nice...looks like a good time. I wad drooling at the sight of the island though...makes me want to hightail it on out there.7/19/2005 07:46:00 PM|W|P| Jim|W|P|I think a fair trade would be for me to come live in Hawaii for a month and you can come live in Dallas :)
Great shots and chant! Sounds like a fun, relaxing day.7/21/2005 06:37:00 AM|W|P| Justin|W|P|All I can say is - not fair.
I want to go back to Hawaii.7/19/2005 02:49:00 AM|W|P|hbjock|W|P|
Hey gang! Heheh sorry I didn't post last night, I know how much everybody loves the "Hottie of the Week" posting.. heheh well, anyway, today's posting is especially for my good friend Alex... we've been talking about a real hottie for the last couple of weeks.. Marian Dragulescu... the HOTTEST guy on the 2004 Romanian Men's Gymnastics Team... yum!!! Well, here is my ode to Marian... unfortunately, there aren't any shirtless shots of him, so I guess we all have to just drool at his arms and what bit of his chest we can see.. Enjoy!
Jesus... any guy who can lift their whole body like this just on their hands is a hottie in my book!
Look at the size of those arms!!
Good LORD... and the sad thing is, he's two years younger than me... yikes, when did I get old all of a sudden? Heheh... anyway, hope you guys were drooling as much as I was!
**Update** I just found more pics of Marian in my pic collection... hmm... maybe I'll post them in another hottie posting sometime soon... |W|P|112177851612055771|W|P|Hottie of the Week 7-18|W|P|bfljock79@gmail.com7/19/2005 04:40:00 AM|W|P| Jim|W|P|Nice!
Old? You know nothing of old ... LOL7/19/2005 11:21:00 AM|W|P| |W|P|Thanks for making my day today with these hot pics of Marian. Slavic men are hot aren't they?7/17/2005 10:22:00 PM|W|P|hbjock|W|P|
Heheheh... alright gang, I can take a hint... I need to smile more huh? Well... here you all go, proof that I do smile :). Actually, in reality I'm smiling and laughing all the time as I'm a bit of a goofball and figure that life is too serious in itself to have a "serious" attitude with all things. So here you go, hope you guys agree with this pic of me more :)) I'll post some pics of my day at the beach next post!|W|P|112167514690948976|W|P|Me again :)|W|P|bfljock79@gmail.com7/17/2005 10:58:00 PM|W|P| purpletwinkie|W|P|THANKS for the SMILE! What a sexy pic!7/18/2005 02:46:00 AM|W|P| Signalite|W|P|Smiles must be infectious because looking at this pic, now I'm doing it. :P7/18/2005 03:20:00 AM|W|P| Spencer|W|P|Wow nice!7/18/2005 04:09:00 AM|W|P| savante|W|P|Great smile! Place that on your profile!
Paul7/18/2005 04:55:00 AM|W|P| Jim|W|P|Much better!! :-D7/18/2005 07:55:00 AM|W|P| Steve|W|P|THAT is an excellent photo, and yeah, that should be your profile pic.7/18/2005 09:05:00 AM|W|P| Micah|W|P|SO cute!
Look forward to hearing about your day at the beach.7/18/2005 09:13:00 AM|W|P| Skippy|W|P|great smile, dude...you can do that any time :)7/18/2005 11:31:00 AM|W|P| BRETTCAJUN|W|P|Awww.... what a beautiful smile. You should show those pearly whites more often! That is the best smile! Just because you smile, it doesn't mean your pic will look gay.7/18/2005 11:51:00 AM|W|P| Sangroncito|W|P|How about another pic with less clothes!7/18/2005 12:44:00 PM|W|P| Charles B.|W|P|I agree with Jim, that smile is great.7/18/2005 01:16:00 PM|W|P| |W|P|majority rules in favor of the smile!!! You look fabulous darling, and PLEASE post a pic of yourself with your shirt off and those nice pearly whites!7/18/2005 03:42:00 PM|W|P| Matthew|W|P|WOW - what a cute smile!!!7/18/2005 04:02:00 PM|W|P| Ryan Patrick Kern|W|P|I like goofballs, I don't think I have anything over some of the guys commenting. Those are some hotties and they think you're hott too. Hm....7/18/2005 04:03:00 PM|W|P| Jacky|W|P|Cute!7/18/2005 06:12:00 PM|W|P| brandon|W|P|aloha!7/18/2005 07:55:00 PM|W|P| .|W|P|MUCH BETTER! Hell yea...you are cute as always.7/21/2005 10:39:00 AM|W|P| Mike|W|P|What a cutie!7/21/2005 12:30:00 PM|W|P| Donnie|W|P|Man, that smile could melt an iceberg! Thanks for posting it, BFLJock!7/16/2005 08:46:00 PM|W|P|hbjock|W|P|
|W|P|112158278067805150|W|P||W|P|bfljock79@gmail.com7/17/2005 01:26:00 PM|W|P| Kord|W|P|Pretty cool. If I weren't so technologically stupid, I think I'd like to try that.
Although, you were easy to understand. I think my accent would cause a few problems.
Again...pretty damn cool. Hope you enjoyed the beach! ;)7/17/2005 04:49:00 PM|W|P| |W|P|Great to finally hear your voice! After all the chatting we've done the past few weeks, I've wondered what you sound like and this audio post helped. Hope your day at the beach was a lot of fun and you took some pics of hot guys;)7/17/2005 05:44:00 PM|W|P| D. Travers Scott|W|P|Yeah, cool to hear your voice! Isn't Audioblogger fun and easy?
Hey do a post speaking in Hawai'ian! (sp? I know there's a different name for it, grr...)
So ya gonna come stateside for the Sweeney revival?7/18/2005 12:40:00 PM|W|P| Charles B.|W|P|You sounded great!7/15/2005 10:24:00 PM|W|P|hbjock|W|P|
Ok, so somebody asked me the other day to post a slightly larger pic of myself on here... so that they could get a better look at me... why... I have no idea =). I think I look like a dork when I smile, so this is the best I could come up with tonight... hehehe. Sorry!! Hope you like it anyway.... oh and I promise I'll post more "revealing" shots at the end of the 90 day period of the workout, ok?? =)|W|P|112150248143884226|W|P|It's Me!|W|P|bfljock79@gmail.com7/16/2005 12:37:00 AM|W|P| Atlanta Single Man|W|P|woof Woof yum yum!7/16/2005 12:40:00 AM|W|P| Steve|W|P|Lower... lower.7/16/2005 03:07:00 AM|W|P| Spencer|W|P|Honey I am the same way about photo I hate taken them! Like Steve said lower lower!7/16/2005 03:31:00 AM|W|P| Charles B.|W|P|Your pictures can't be any worse then mine. I can't wait to see the other pics.7/16/2005 08:59:00 AM|W|P| purpletwinkie|W|P|I hate taking pics, but for goodness sake... SMILE! ;)7/16/2005 11:58:00 AM|W|P| David|W|P|Love the photo. Can't wait for the one after the 90-day workout.7/16/2005 03:45:00 PM|W|P| turlie|W|P|everyone just wants a piece of you.......good luck with the workout.....7/16/2005 04:36:00 PM|W|P| Charles B.|W|P|Thanks for chatting, it was nice getting to know you.7/16/2005 05:40:00 PM|W|P| Kord|W|P|Why so pissy looking??? SMILE!!
And, rowr.........what to think in 90 days.
;)7/17/2005 03:39:00 AM|W|P| nfwnohow|W|P|ha! I think you're adorable as well and could definitely stand to SMILE more often... I look like a dork when I smile too but everyone seems to like my smile.
Personally - I definitely agree with the above - I want to see some more of that "gay muscleboy" hot body as well. ;)
Thanks for visiting - I'll try not to disappoint. ;)7/17/2005 10:06:00 AM|W|P| Jim|W|P|This is classic muscle boy smile. "I'm smiling but the muscles in face prevent full extension" :) hehehe
Good shot!7/17/2005 04:41:00 PM|W|P| .|W|P|I'm baaaack! You definitely should smile though...I've seen that smile and it is quite sexy!7/20/2005 10:08:00 AM|W|P| Donnie|W|P|That's a good picture! I like it...you look "brooding". Can't wait to see the others.7/15/2005 07:09:00 PM|W|P|hbjock|W|P|Hey gang! Well, the workout today wasn't too bad although pushups still seem to be the hardest thing for me to do these days. Hell, this damn tummy makes me so weak sometimes ;). Anyway, other than that, the workout was awesome.. totally broke a sweat and I could already see my stomach being a little closer to my body last night. I know I know, it'll take a few weeks to notice some real changes... heheh but any changes I can see, no matter how small make me feel good.. Heheh someday I hope to become a total Power 90 success story, and hopefully move onto P90X... which is like the "extreme" version of Power 90.. I saw the videos for the program, and I was like "What the fuuuuck???" Hell, I've never seen a harder workout program, it looks something akin to Navy Seal training boot camp... yikes! Anyway, the workout was awesome and I have one more day of "Sweat" before I get a day off.. and on my day off? I'm hitting the beach with one of my girlfriends from high school and her current boyfriend. From what I hear, he's pretty hot! Hmm I may have to bring my digital cam and take some shots ;).
Anyway, last night a really good friend of mine was feeling a bit lonesome and confused by all the boys in his area of the world and started wondering whether he'd ever find love again... So I thought about a great song that fit the situation..
Nothing's gonna harm you, not while I'm around
Nothing's gonna harm you, no sir, not while I'm around
Demons are prowling everywhere nowadays
I'll send them howling
I don't care, I got ways
No one's gonna hurt you,
No one's gonna dare
Others can desert you,
Not to worry, whistle, I'll be there!
Demons'll charm you with a smile, for a while,
But in time...
Nothing can harm you
Not while I'm around...
Being close and being clever
Ain't like being true
I don't need to,
I would never hide a thing from you,
Like some...
No one's gonna hurt you, no one's gonna dare
Others can desert you,
Not to worry, whistle, I'll be there!
Demons'll charm you with a smile, for a while
But in time...
Nothing can harm you
Not while I'm around...
Beautiful lyrics, don't you think? Now as some of the "old school" gay guys may know, Barbara Streisand recorded this song some years back... but it actually comes from a musical by Stephen Sondheim called "Sweeney Todd", or should I say, "Sweeney Todd, The Demon Barber of Fleet Street".
Heheheh I'm sure that title will probably make some of you think "WTF??". Yeah, it is a really morbid, screwed up musical about a barber who goes on a murderous rampage in order to avenge the harm caused upon his family some years before... and although it sounds weird, this show did win 8 Tony Awards, including Best Musical of 1979, and a Best Actress award for international phenomenon Angela Landsbury. That's right! Mrs. Potts was once a psychotic meat pie shop owner who aided Sweeney Todd in his devious plan.. heheheh.
So anyway, thinking of the song made me pop in the dvd tonight (Which by the way, the recording of this musical also got 3 Emmys!). You know, I'm a total musical freak and it is really great to watch great productions preserved on DVD for all to enjoy... you never know when posterity might want to break it out of the vaults and put it back on the stage! They should put every musical on DVD :)
*Update* What an interesting twist of fate... I just read on Playbill.com that Sweeney Todd is going to be back on the boards on Broadway in October of this year! I imagine that it will be one of the nominees for Best Revival of a Musical at next year's Tony Awards!|W|P|112149124848981550|W|P|"Sweeney Todd"|W|P|bfljock79@gmail.com7/16/2005 04:41:00 AM|W|P| Jim|W|P|Nice of you to send out those words to him, you do good friend.
Sweeny Todd? Yikes, I feel like a bad old school gay since I've never heard of that. Even worse since I have an uncle that works on Broadway. lol
I'll click over to IMDB and look it up :)7/16/2005 12:05:00 PM|W|P| D. Travers Scott|W|P|Sweeney.
Todd.
Kicks.
SERIOUS.
Ass!!
And "Nothing's Gonna Harm You" is one of the sweetest/creepiest moments EVER in modern theater. It so speaks to my dark/tender heart...
And they're doing a revival? Damn! Any word on who's starring?
My cover as a closet Sondheim fan is now totally blown, I guess ;-)7/18/2005 03:26:00 AM|W|P| cola boy|W|P|Now you did it! Sweeney Todd is my favortie Sondheim show as well as favorite show of all-time. I portrayed Toby in a local production of it back in about '95. You don't know what a thrill it was to kill the lead each night with his own razor. [EG]
I am glad the show was filmed and is now on DVD (I own it, of course) but some scenes were edited out of the show (and the Broadway version) for time constraints. You can hear them on the cast album. When I first saw the musical it was a nearly-exact copy of the Broadway version and they put back in those edited scenes. I did not know anything about the show when I went and by the final scenes I was grasping the arm wrests of my seat wondering who would survive. Kellsy Grammer and Christine Baranski performed the leads in a California production a few years back. That would have been a great show to see.7/14/2005 11:45:00 PM|W|P|hbjock|W|P|
A Little Night Music - You are a neglected masterpiece. Insightful and poignant, you make people laugh and love. You'll even make people question their very outlook on life.. if they ever live to be 80.
Which Stephen Sondheim Musical Are You?
brought to you by The Best Website Ever|W|P|112142095910966815|W|P||W|P|bfljock79@gmail.com7/15/2005 05:14:00 AM|W|P| cola boy|W|P|I was Company. It's still debated weather Bobby is supposed to be gay or not in that musical. But I was hoping I was either Assasins or Sweeney Todd.7/15/2005 06:07:00 AM|W|P| Jef|W|P|So, should we send in the clowns or what?7/15/2005 11:44:00 AM|W|P| Micah|W|P|I think maybe you need "a weekend in the country" lol.
I love that Cola Boy was hoping to be Assasins or Sweeney Todd, that actually says a lot about him, doesn't it?
I wonder what your answers have to be to get "Sunday in the Park with George"7/16/2005 02:49:00 PM|W|P| Vince|W|P|This thing is screwy. I came over here to take it after getting Starlight Express over at Cola Boy's. And now over here I ger A Little Night Music.
Apparently I'm musically confused.7/14/2005 07:16:00 PM|W|P|hbjock|W|P|It's almost time people!! Get ready!!
**Update** I've removed the preview clip because I'm sure everyone's tired of hearing it by now and it does slow down loading of this page for other people... so you can find the preview clip here... http://harrypotter.warnerbros.com/ Enjoy!|W|P|112140489639977702|W|P|It's happening!!|W|P|bfljock79@gmail.com7/15/2005 01:10:00 AM|W|P| Jon|W|P|Ugh! I cannot stand Harry Potter!7/15/2005 06:05:00 AM|W|P| Jef|W|P|Wow! I hadn't seen the preview yet and I plan to pick up the new book tomorrow. It's too bad I'm not going to have time to read it for a few months.7/14/2005 05:21:00 PM|W|P|hbjock|W|P|
Ok, I'm just being a total lazy ass today... I can't believe I slept in till 1:30pm! Yikes! Ok, granted I was out til 2:30 this morning, but still... 11 hours? I don't know how my body can sleep that much.. and it's not like this is a one-time thing.. my bod sleeps like that all the time! Ahh well... at least I did get my ass up and finally did my cardio/abs workout. Of course it's still kicking my ass big time... especially that damned Yoga... I do like 4 "downward dogs, plank and lifts" and then I'm tired and sore! I swear they should re-label the cardio workout as the calves workout from hell! So I had to stop a few times.. but at least it's over now... and that abs workout.. man! I don't think I've ever done 100 crunches before in my life in one session... Those stars and fitness studs who claim to do 1,000 crunches a day? How the HELL??
So now I'm sitting here watching "Soul Plane". I know that a lot of people truly despise this movie and think it's the dumbest movie on the planet, including a lot of African Americans... but hell, I think it's hilarious! Ok ok... it does have every typical "black" stereotype in it... but hell, Mo'Nique is too much!! "Ahhh look at this nigga here... look more like "Five Cent."... Halt!! You keep fuckin' up on my rhymes now... move it along! Move it along!"
And I'm sorry, but that whole scene between Mo'Nique and the hot black passenger... classic!
|W|P|112139868593192200|W|P|Laaaazy...|W|P|bfljock79@gmail.com7/14/2005 05:49:00 PM|W|P| Glenn Ingersoll|W|P|Some of us like your Hawaiian groove.
Yoga can kick your ass. I've been doing it ten years now -- I think of it as physical therapy for my grownup unhappy childhood -- and whatever gets easier gets harder at the same time. If you can bend deeper than you ever could before you still bend to the place where it's hella hard. It's really when I'm doing other things that I notice I have range of motion (& strength) I never had before. Still, after a yoga workout I can be sore for days!
I go to a YMCA yoga class after work once or twice a week (& try to squeeze in a few weights now n then too). The Y is a block from my job, which makes it easy. If the gym were a 40 min bus ride away I think I'd get there once a month.
I have pecs now -- or, as I call them, tits. Which is weird. What's this flesh doing on my chest? Is it supposed to be there?7/16/2005 12:29:00 PM|W|P| Sangroncito|W|P|I remember when I could barely do 20 sit-ups. Now I can do them forever, or at least until I get bored. Just keep at it and you are going to have those washboard abs that you want!7/13/2005 12:22:00 PM|W|P|hbjock|W|P|Well, the sculpting workout wasn't as tough today as it was on Monday, so I guess that's a good thing... I did break a MAJOR sweat though! And my pushups suck ass!! You know, you never really know how strong or weak you are until you do something simple like pushups or pullups. Hell when I was a kid, I could do 50-100 pushups easy.... hell, now I can't even do 5 before getting tired!! Damn!! I never imagined I'd be 26 and unable to do 5 measley pushups before breaking a sweat... yikes... I'm getting "old". Oh well, let's hope it gets better over the next few weeks.
Anyway, I don't really have anything profound to say today or anything... hmmm maybe I should launch into my Hawaiian language/history series again.. although I know that tends to bore the hell out of most... hmmm.. oh well, I'll figure something out.. Best of health to all!
|W|P|112129381636700827|W|P|Sculpt it Baby!!|W|P|bfljock79@gmail.com7/13/2005 01:19:00 PM|W|P| Donnie|W|P|Man, I just love that cartoon! It's SO cute!
Congrats on the workout! You can do it!!7/13/2005 01:25:00 PM|W|P| Kord|W|P|I know what you mean. I did Power 90 and lost 60 lbs, and gained 6 back in muscle. It really does work.
Just stick with it, and when you get the 3-4 Cardio/Abs, let me know.
I'll get my friend to light some candles for you in church. lol...
;)7/13/2005 08:28:00 PM|W|P| Atlanta Single Man|W|P|Cute cartoon - sounds like SOMEONE wants to be SOMEONE'S prison bitch...
hehehehehehehe!!!7/13/2005 09:01:00 PM|W|P| brandon|W|P|ouch.. i feel for you already. But hey at least you know it's a tough program and that means you'll see results, fast. Keep it up!!7/15/2005 12:21:00 PM|W|P| Naked Boy|W|P|That is the funniest cartoon I have seen.7/12/2005 06:46:00 PM|W|P|hbjock|W|P|
Man, when they labeled the cardio/abs portion of the Power 90 program as "Sweat", they weren't kidding! Today's workout totally kicked my ass!! Who knew that you could get so sore and tired and sweaty just by working out at home! And hell, this workout was harder than my running that I normally do!
The first 5 minutes of the workout involves "power yoga" and let me tell you... this shit looks easy on the dvd, but hell... have any of you ever tried yoga? That shit is hard!! I had to stop after 2 minutes and wait till the rest of the workout got underway! You know a workout is kicking your ass when you have to constanty stop or slow down your pace hehehe. Then again, this is only the first day, so it's ok to pause the workout at this point... I'm just hoping that it'll become damned easy in a few weeks...
Apparently every 30 days they send you a new workout video... right now I'm working on Sweat and Sculpt 1-2... and around day 45 or so I'm supposed to switch up to Sweat and Sculpt 3-4... damn I can only imagine what hell that must be like! Heheheh... then again, if I want the hot bod, I need to do it right??
I mean come on... could you just imagine me leaning back in my chair here with a bod like that? Damn... I would flip out myself!! Oh well.. one day at a time right? Well here we go!! Tomorrow is back to "Sculpting" again... hope everybody's having an awesome Tuesday...
Oh!! And thank you to EVERYONE for commenting and encouraging me the other day when I was all down and pissed off at myself.. I had no idea that so many people would be around me... I guess Brett was right... there is a strong support system here! Thanks guys!! I love you all! =))|W|P|112123178712052483|W|P|Sweat!!|W|P|bfljock79@gmail.com7/13/2005 12:32:00 AM|W|P| Pookie65|W|P|I think I am the only gay man alive who doesn't want a six pack for myself or want one in my bed.
(I feel a blog soming on about this...)
Your determination is admirable. Best of luck with your program.7/13/2005 03:10:00 AM|W|P| Jim|W|P|You know, I'm glad you mentioned the yoga workout. I've been doing that for 5 years now. Its a different workout (and yes, much harder than conventional weight lifting). Results are good though. I can still squeeze my ass into the same 501s I wore in high school :-D
Go muscleboy, go!7/13/2005 05:05:00 AM|W|P| Spencer|W|P|I agree it looks good and all but all that work would take away from my bloody mary time!
Good Luck with it looks good on ya!7/13/2005 05:08:00 AM|W|P| Jef|W|P|The way my schedule has been going, I may have to check this out.
I've always enjoyed yoga, but it's not easy. Of course it takes time to develop the flexibility to throw my legs over the top of my head. If I ever become flexible enough to felate myself, my partner may be in trouble. ;)7/13/2005 10:35:00 AM|W|P| Ethan|W|P|You reminded me how bad I want to get back to yoga a few times a week7/13/2005 01:27:00 PM|W|P| Donnie|W|P|Whew! Great hotties, BFLJock! In no time, you'll be there with them...especially if you keep up the Power 90 program...it seems to agree with you so far!7/12/2005 04:21:00 AM|W|P|hbjock|W|P|Hey everybody!! Well, it's a day late... but trust me, I didn't forget! Here we go with this week's "Hottie of the Week"!! Usually I tend to post a whole bunch of various guys.. but this week, I wanted to go back to one of my favorite guys I've ever seen on the net. His name is Anthony and he's a model on CircleJerkBoys.com. I think when I first started this blog, I posted a series of him... and in the last few weeks the site owner posted this guy's original audition video... a hot buffed military boy, in a flight suit! What could be hotter than that, really? So anyway, here's a few pics from the series... sorry, no x-rated stuff as this site is accessible by minors... and really, the site owner would probably be pissed if I showed the goods since of course, he wants everyone to get a membership.. Which by the way, if you like amateur buffed up jerking guys who SOMETIMES get a little crazier... sign up! I did and I love it ;).
Mmm... flight suits.. yum! Take it off baby!!
You gotta love a strong back, right? I mean, it is the one muscle group that supports all others... and there's nothing hotter than a guy with a strong back I think!
There's just something hot about a shirtless guy in dogtags...
And there's also something really hot about a guy who's got "guns" and can lean back real easy and flex them so seductively!!
Alright gang.. that's it for now.. this muscleboy in training needs to get my ass back to bed so I can get up for cardio tomorrow! See ya!!|W|P|112117811230260720|W|P|Hottie of the Week 7-11|W|P|bfljock79@gmail.com7/12/2005 05:17:00 AM|W|P| Pookie65|W|P|He is a yes I would.7/12/2005 05:42:00 AM|W|P| BRETTCAJUN|W|P|I got the back, but my guns need more work! I have never been to that site. I like the free ones like webcamnow.com or icuii.7/12/2005 07:01:00 AM|W|P| Atlanta Single Man|W|P|Hmmm...he reminds me of someone i used to know... then he went off to the war, and i never heard back from him - the last time we did it, he was in HIS flight suit too :-)7/12/2005 08:41:00 AM|W|P| Spencer|W|P|thanks for stopping by my blog love yours I will get you link very soon on mine!7/12/2005 09:28:00 AM|W|P| Donnie|W|P|Whew! Another "hottie" that hits a homerun! Thanks BFLJock! You sure do know how to pick them.
Good luck with the cardio! ;)7/12/2005 12:37:00 PM|W|P| Jim|W|P|Soon it will be you in camo, perched on the bathroom sink, scratching your head like a monkey ;)7/12/2005 01:08:00 PM|W|P| Steve|W|P|Sir, yes sir!7/12/2005 02:03:00 PM|W|P| Moby|W|P|yeah, he is a hottie...7/12/2005 06:56:00 PM|W|P| Donnie|W|P|I'm far from a musclestud - more like tall and lanky, but I came across your blog today and I had to add it to my favorites. Nice job!7/17/2005 05:49:00 PM|W|P| D. Travers Scott|W|P|Hey if you like military guys I put 2 thumbs up Sea Dog Photo - authentic shots from a small Navy town.
They have lots of pix online. Select category in the left navigation and click on the image to advance:
http://www.seadogphoto.com/html/sailors.htm7/11/2005 01:21:00 PM|W|P|hbjock|W|P|Hey everybody... Well, as everybody knows, I've been kinda lazy with the gym the last couple of weeks... It's just that sometimes it's really hard to get up in the morning and catch a bus to the gym which is about 40 minutes away. So usually I've been really bad and coming up with reasons to not go to the gym.. I know, "Bad muscleboy, bad!!"
Anyway, I've come up with a temporary solution of sorts... my dad recently purchased a program I've been wanting to try for a while called "Power 90". I'm sure many of you have seen the infommercial. Well anyway, all the transformations on the
infommercial looked great and the workout plan wasn't all that much different from the Body-for-Life program that I've been currently attempting.. and the best part is, I can do it from home! Heheh... so anyway, I promised my dad that I would work out with him... which he was all excited about.. and we've had it in the house for about a week now and he hasn't even opened the box *rolls eyes*. So anyway, I've broken it open and decided to start it... and OMG it's F**KING HARD!!
I don't know if any of you have ever tried circuit training before.. but damn... going from doing pushups to bicep curls to back exercises to lunges all in a few minutes without much of a break.. it's like hell on earth! This workout is tougher than my gym workout!! Heheh.. Anyway, we'll see what happens by the 90-day mark. So far though.. it's been fun, and at least I don't have to go anywhere to work out =).|W|P|112112528090764014|W|P|Power 90!!|W|P|bfljock79@gmail.com7/11/2005 04:24:00 PM|W|P| Jim|W|P|Never heard of it but sounds like it jump started you today, which is good.
Go muscleboy, go!7/11/2005 07:00:00 PM|W|P| Jef|W|P|I've never heard of it either, but I've always enjoyed circuit training. It's also good to have a back up at home when you can't make it to the gym.7/11/2005 07:17:00 PM|W|P| purpletwinkie|W|P|I've never heard of it, but good luck. I wanna see before, during, after pics! ;)7/12/2005 01:24:00 AM|W|P| Signalite|W|P|Kick it in gear, boyo!7/12/2005 01:55:00 AM|W|P| cola boy|W|P|Working out with my dad? Nope. Wouldn't be a good idea.7/12/2005 03:03:00 AM|W|P| Pookie65|W|P|Once upon a time I'd have prefered a circuit party over circuit training. These days anything having to do with surrounding myself with hot sweaty men just sounds like work.
I admire your commitment. From your picture you're already a hunk and a half. How big are you planning to get?7/12/2005 05:43:00 AM|W|P| BRETTCAJUN|W|P|Good luck with the program! Hop back on that horse and get back into a routine! I am rooting for ya!7/12/2005 09:42:00 AM|W|P| Donnie|W|P|BFLJock,
You GO boy! Good luck on the Power 90 system. I know you can get it going and get yourself on the "path to swole".
You'll have to keep us up to date on your thoughts and progress on this.7/12/2005 11:37:00 AM|W|P| Ryan|W|P|I don't know why I'm admitting it, but I actually have this. It did work for me, but I only stuck with it for about 60 days. My neighbor has been on it for years, with no noticable difference. I think maybe she's slacking.
Just wait until around day 15, when you have every word that Tony is going to utter totally memorized. It will drive you insane. At least his assistant Paulie is hot.7/09/2005 11:40:00 PM|W|P|hbjock|W|P|Argh!!! FUCK!!! I'm sooo frustrated with myself right now. I've been such an emotional fuckhead the past few days.... I don't know what's wrong with me really.. It seems like every time I talk to a guy on the island these days... they're either looking for sex or just a simple chat.. and when I develop a liking for them, they end up becoming unavailable or they're still hunting down the sex... And then with Paul.. I got pissed at him yesterday. A friend of ours (a female) told me that he had just shot his load over the webcam for her... which of course, really should've just made me chuckle and laugh it off...but it seriously got me mad! I got mad because he was messing around with someone else on cam... I was mad because she was a woman... and I was mad because she's my friend having cam sex with someone I have feelings for! YIKES!! He sent me a txt message a couple times saying he was kidding.. but I didn't answer him back because I was still steamed a little... Then today I got a little depressed because a local navy friend I recently met here went from looking for a friend and someone to hang with to someone just looking for a quick fuck... why that got me depressed, I have no idea! And tonight... with one of my new blogger buddies... I got pissed at him because he went out and hunted for some ass and found some and then proceeded to tell me the whole story about why he couldn't call me back right away because he had scored... I mean, I can see if he and I were "involved"... but hell, we just met and he lives on the other side of the country!! WTF??? And lastly, I got pissed at a webcam bud because he just revealed to me that he had a girlfriend at the beginning of this year when he had been openly flirting with me asking me to be his boyfriend and talking about all that stuff with me... of course he doesn't remember acting that lovesick with me.. but I do.. now he thinks because I pulled up all this stuff and because I was pissed that he lied to me.. he thinks I'm being obsessive and scary.. so now he's not talking to me...
UGH!!! What the hell is wrong with me this week???? I mean are the planets like WAY out of alignment and fucking up my karma or what? I hate feeling like this... I'm so fucking confused I don't know whether to scratch my watch or wind my butt... ugh....
Sorry, I know you really didn't need to hear any of this guys... I just needed to get it out. I need some serious mediation and re-evaluation of my life I think...
Well.. good night to you all... =)
*and yes it's that bad that I've disregarded the censoring of cursewords hehehe*|W|P|112098909737508865|W|P|Argh!!|W|P|bfljock79@gmail.com7/10/2005 12:00:00 AM|W|P| Atlanta Single Man|W|P|I am sorry about your navy friend...I hope you feel better ....7/10/2005 03:06:00 AM|W|P| Jim|W|P|You are just venting frustrations, I think we all can relate to that.
Sorry about all that babe!7/10/2005 04:07:00 AM|W|P| Pookie65|W|P|When you least expect it true love will sneak up on you. I'm hoping life will send you a lovely surprise.7/10/2005 06:22:00 AM|W|P| purpletwinkie|W|P|It's all ok. Don't apologize for venting. Venting good.
Our minds are our worst enemy sometimes.
I get that way during my time-o-the-month. My theory is men have monthly cycles too. Maybe it's an excuse,but some M&Ms usually help me :) Yeah...prob an excuse :)7/10/2005 08:16:00 AM|W|P| Pookie65|W|P|Scott - Actually men do have a time of the month. When I lived in Atlanta I had a doctor at Piedmont Hospital who specialized in mens health. He followed some 300 patients, all male, and could chart the time of the month when we produce the most hormones. Mine is usually the 3rd week of each month. I am exceptionally bitchier during this time than normal.7/10/2005 09:59:00 AM|W|P| Moby|W|P|Yeah, its PMS for men. Except it stands for Pansy Many Syndrome. We go from our normal selves to this quivering pile of mixed up emotions.
Give it some time and you'll be back on top of the world.7/10/2005 11:34:00 AM|W|P| Donnie|W|P|Don't worry about your post. Everyone needs to vent once in a while. I always feel better after I spill all my vitriol into a blog post.
You know what you should say about everyone who's contributed to your "insanity" in the past few days? Fuck 'Em! See, didn't that feel better?
Now you need to make yourself some calming chamomile tea and listen to Enya. And don't forget your new mantra, "Serenity Now!"7/10/2005 11:50:00 AM|W|P| djhinn|W|P|Gay men are typically all the same... their dicks speak for them.
it never changes no matter what they say. only some have better will power over their hormones. ive been emotinally scarred by this as well, its aprt of being a queer. its part of why i hate the gay scene.7/10/2005 12:42:00 PM|W|P| jetboy747|W|P|It’s entirely my fault. I have this new wand and crystal ball and I haven’t gotten the hang of them yet. Last night I was trying to bring my unholy army of the night to life, my garden gnomes, and something went terribly amiss. I’ll just say it involved some pretty blue lights and energy spiraling off towards the Pacific Ocean.
Who knew it’d make it to Hawaii? Ever so sorry about that.
Send me the bill. I’ll have my unicorn cut you a check for the damages.
Work those legs bitch!7/10/2005 03:16:00 PM|W|P| Donnell|W|P|I can definitely relate to your week. I've had a few like that myself.
Hope it all turns around quickly for you.7/10/2005 04:19:00 PM|W|P| Sangroncito|W|P|Hey, Prozac has gone generic!7/10/2005 05:05:00 PM|W|P| Glenn Ingersoll|W|P|You need to get some sleep, buddy! It is good medicine.
It is also damn tricky getting the hang of. The more you think about it (worry about it, plan for it) the more awake you are. Unless you're like my guy who konks out any old place.
Sorry the social/love life is more rocks than sand right now. Das bunk!7/10/2005 05:33:00 PM|W|P| Brian|W|P|These things happen. Part of it is getting a feel for a person and knowing your boundaries. I had a friend from the islands, so I know about some of the culture, in particular that trust and loyalty are expected on the islands, while they remain mostly truisms on the mainland.
*hugs* hope things work out for teh best
~B7/10/2005 07:03:00 PM|W|P| |W|P|All I can say is shit happens...
"This to shall pass"7/11/2005 12:11:00 AM|W|P| drifter|W|P|Hey sexy man - I'm back from vacation. Did ya miss me? ;)
Wow - my first response would be to say "it is not just you" when it comes to this stuff.
I experience/feel the same way about the same type of stuff. It seems to be a mix of reasons/beliefs that cause this. N2d33p and I have discussions on this stuff a lot.
For me, which may also be your reason, is that I hold the original or old school belief that sex is something of value and should be regarded higher than it seems to be. So, when these types of things happen (casual cam sex, quick and random hook ups, roller coaster ride of attraction then retraction) you see your view of sex/relationships being belittled, devalued, destroyed, or similar.
I would also say that you may be like me in the sense that you are emotionally based (not an emotional wreck - there is a difference) and you tend to associate emotions with the people you surround yourself with. It is a much deeper connection for us and something we assume others may share, only to find out that is not the case. Again, we see our belief being destroyed or ruled irrelevant and that causes a great amount of pain.
I truly believe that over the course of the last decade the values and morals of our society - both gay & straight - have diminished to the lowest levels in history. I believe the internet has provided a shallow & cold "monster" among society where people we normally would avoid or be cautious of can transform into something else. I believe we, especially gay people, are falling into a trap of self destruction and lowered values/standards and this will all eventually catch up to us. I believe the concept of random and quick hooks up, open relationships, momentary friendships, lack of regard for other peoples feelings, etc., will eventually lead to a very lonely world.
I have been single for 4 years because I have been holding true to my values and ideals of who I am, what I am looking for, and the person I am hoping to find. I hold sex (with me at least) to a higher level, value and respect and refuse to give in and let just anyone have a piece. As a result, as sad as it is to say and to admit on a public blog, it has been almost 1 year since I had sex with someone. I am fine with that on the basis of holding true to what I believe - but will not deny that I miss the intimacy of being with someone. But, I have not found (or believed) the person who shares my feelings and will "ya aint just gonna tap this ass if it don't mean a hell-of-a-lot to you."
Hang in there - it's got to get better. But you are definitely not alone.7/11/2005 06:18:00 AM|W|P| Charles B.|W|P|Don't get discouraged! Things will get better.7/11/2005 07:13:00 AM|W|P| cola boy|W|P|Hon, just come visit me in florida for a few days and relax. You'll be right as rain in a day or two. ;-)7/11/2005 12:24:00 PM|W|P| Micah|W|P|What's the latest update, hon?7/11/2005 01:42:00 PM|W|P| BRETTCAJUN|W|P|WOW!!!! Your blogpost must have set off a record for comments! I here ya on your angst. I feel the SAME THING so many times. I avoid those sex site boys. You know.. the ones on gay.com, m4m-world.com, manhunt, etc. They have very short attention spans, and their only mission is to score and score and score. Having a friend like that will only let you down so many times. Keep your head up. You have a strong support network here in the blogworld. I love ya! ;)7/11/2005 06:32:00 PM|W|P| brandon|W|P|i'm the #20 commenter, so sad. I hope writing all that out helped you get over it. People will do what they want and it's up to you how to react. You really deserve to be treated better. You've got a lot to offer, so one lucky islander will see that and your cute face and it'll all be over!7/12/2005 06:23:00 PM|W|P| BMW|W|P|After days like this (and it appears we've all had them), I always think, "If they can put a man on the moon, why not all of them?"7/15/2005 08:09:00 AM|W|P| Skippy|W|P|And I am now 22 commenter...I just got to your blog, and I love it! I will be honest with you that I have a partner, am monogamous, am not looking to fuck around...just looking for some fun guys/gals around the world, to read their blogs and they read mine. Hope you stop by...Skip7/08/2005 10:12:00 PM|W|P|hbjock|W|P|Hey gang... well, today was pretty much a non-existant one for me. I ended up staying up till 9am Honolulu time due to restlessness, hormones, and just general chatting. Oh! I have to say that I met a really cool blogger last night too. I always love meeting new people online and it's a real honor to meet new readers. So with that, I'd like to say
Aloha! to my new friend
Kevin from Atlanta. He likes to post little thoughts here and there along with the occasional picture of a hot guy or two... mmmm... =) Anyway, he found my site through another hottie
Brettcajun, so thanks a lot Brett! You're awesome ;).
Other than that my day's been pretty un-eventful... I slept from about 9-4... so I just woke up in time to get ready for dinner *smirk*. Ahh you gotta love days off... hehe. Apparently things are really slow at work this month, so aside from a fire safety meeting tomorrow morning I'm off till the 17th.. oh what to do with all that time! Heheh... ahh well, a nice vacation would be nice. Hell, I may only have a part time job, but for some reason, it feels like a full-time job... just wish I got paid like it was ;).
Anyway, so as you can tell... I don't really have anything monumental to say... Since I've finished the Harry Potter series so far... I recently purchased the Illustrated version of
The DaVinci Code by Dan Brown. Now, if, for some reason, there are some who have NOT read this book yet... where have you been??? It's been #1 on the Best Seller list for over a year now =). If you haven't read it yet, or even if you have, I suggest buying the Illustrated version that I'm reading now... it's filled with artwork and photographs of things and places relevant in the story... and what a story it is! Although its story is being debated as to what part is fact and what part is fiction... it is thoroughly thought-provoking... especially for religious history buffs =).
Well, I better get to bed... I have to be up at the crack of dawn tomorrow to get ready for work...
A hui hou!
SO DARK THE CON OF MAN |W|P|112089777455826302|W|P|Currently Reading...|W|P|bfljock79@gmail.com7/09/2005 01:17:00 AM|W|P| Steve|W|P|Loved the Da Vinci Code. I read it about a year ago, and it's still sitting out, waiting for me to have another go at it. Though it's fiction, it raised enough questions to make me do even more digging, and turned me into the 'free-thinker' I am now.7/09/2005 02:07:00 AM|W|P| Pookie65|W|P|If I were to broadcast the books I've read in the last month my blog the comments section would be made up of housewives, old maids, and women who enjoyed reading the same book whilst under the dryer at her beauty shop.
They'd want to discuss important things like how the main character succumbed to her primal urges and was seduced by the kindly yet sexy widower next door. Or how she emerged a stronger woman for bedding the sultry construction worker who obviously adored her...
My hubby has a bookcase filled with well-written hardbacks and best sellers that make the NY Times list and stimulate the mind. I have boxes and boxes of similar books hidden in the garage (I'm ashamed I haven't started them yet so I hide them)
I have been unable to read something "worth reading" and instead devour used/traded paperbacks I keep in my nightstand.
Dark good looks, throbbing manhood’s, and heaving bosoms fill my mind at bedtime....not something that I could actually benefit from.
Am I a 40 y.o. educated gay man or a soccer mom with burning desires for tacky romance? I have a penis and I love a man so the answer is obvious but somewhere something went wrong.
You've inspired me this morning. My goal within the next 30 days is to reply to this blog entry and share something I found within the pages of Davinci Code that affected me profoundly.7/09/2005 05:11:00 AM|W|P|